Thank you for the watch.
But seriously, man, relax.
Bad jazz happens to all of us, none of that is worth dying over. I don't think you want to die, you just want to get away.
So get away, but don't do so through THAT method you hear? Don't hang out or be around the people who make you feel like that. And if you're forced to, don't take their actions/words to heart. It's not worth busting yourself over and you shouldn't let people make you feel inferior without your consent.
You need to find some positive things in your life, like nature or music or something. To get away, but don't get away through the route of death. It's paved with regret, dig?
Peace ☮
Thanks so much for the watch ♥